Another Emo RPG..

"Don't worry about it.." The waiter girl came back for our orders. Ashley ordered a salad and I ordered some pasta.

She took our orders and mine came back perfect. She kept on staring at me which made Renee sort of jelous.

I looked down at the pasta dish in front of me. Ashley immediatly picked up her fork and stabbed into the lettuce of her salad.

I started to eat part of my lasanga. Renee was eating her breadsticks first, she had ordered pasta.

Soon we we're finished. "I'm going to the bathroom.." Ashley got up and walked off quickly. I sighed.

"I'll go too." Renee said feeling uncoomfortable.

Ashley was already back and looking very pale. I frowned at her, and she avoided my eyes.

"You know what they say...three's a crowd." I smiled to them and stood outside waiting on Ray.

I laughed and Ashley grinned a bit.

I smiled as I saw her coming towards the door.
"what was that about?"
"I could tell that they wanted to be alone."
She smiled at me, "Your so sweet." And kissed me. I smiled back down to her and put my arm around her. "Lets go somewhere." She smirked, "Movies?"
"Nothings on?"
"Who says we're going to watch?" My eye browls went up and I smiled.

"Are you okay?" I asked when Chris left. Ashley nodded. "Your lying to me.." She sighed and shrugged. "We should be getting back.."
"I'll go say bye to Chris, and you get in the car. I'll drive." Surprisingly, she didn't argue and headed off to the car.

"Hold on I left my jacket.'' I said, she nodded and I went inside when I bumped into Brian by accident. "Sorry dude."

"Me and Ashley are taking off..."

"oh," I smiled. "okay." And I walked to my jacket and caught back up to him. "Is Ash Okay?"

I shrugged. "I'm not sure I... better go to her."

(skip to after work?)

I nodded, "good luck."
(okay)

The sun was still up when I and Ashley got out of work. It was 4 PM. When we got home I collapsed on my bed and Ashley sat on my couch. "Are you okay?" She shook her head. "Whats wrong?" She burst into a flood of tears.

After the movies, Renee had to go to her dad's. So I dropped her off at Outback to get her car. I waved as she drove off. I walked back to my car when I noticed a drunk driver. I looked down, "I need to quit." I said to myself quietly and walked back. Soon I as at my house and was watching TV.

"Hey, Baby, it's okay..." I climbed out of the bed and scooped her up in my arms. She buried her face in my chest and soon my T-shirt was soaking.

I looked at the top drawer. "One last time." I said but something held me back. Too bad my addiction was to good. I grabbed it and stuck it up my arm. It felt so good, I couldn't stop.

Something nibbled at my concince (sp?), but I wasn't quite sure what it was. Had I done something to make her cry like this? She rested her chin on my shoulder. "I'm sorry.." I said calmly. I stroked her red hair and felt her relax.

Three times wasn't enough for me, I had to do something...I ran down stairs, full of adrinaline, and grabbed my bottle from this morning and a fresh can of spray paint. I walked to the closet and grabbed my ski mask incase i got caught....

Asleep. She had fallen asleep. I could hear and feel her slow, steady breathing. I laid her in my bed, pulling the covers over her body. I stared at her sleeping face. I leaned down and gently kissed her soft eyelids.

I drove down to the bridge on the highway and pulled over behind a couple of trees. I went behind the back of the bridge and went under the ledge. I started making a sign I know Renee would love.

Wondering what to do with the time on my hands, I picked up my phone and called Chris.

(Goodnight!)